i'm quite disturbed by the fact tt recently, there are quite a few ppl said tt i;m fierce.
am i? am i? am i? i;ve been asking ard and some of them really thinks so. what hv i done?!?! omg! i nv imagine tt ppl would say tt i;m fierce.
i admit tt recently my temper is a LITTLE bad. and get irritated easily. its not only 1 or 2 who kenna frm me le. :P i feel bad. sorry :(
*try to find excuse*
- pms (don think so)
-lack of sleep (maybe)
-stress ( to some extend true)
-lack of coffee( quite reliable)
- climate very humid ( thn lead to pimple thn lead to stress)
or its just me, i;ve change to more evil! or more ah lian.
some ppl called me ah lian too. sian~~ am i?
am i like tt all the while, only ppl didn notice me tt much at the beginning of the year? or i've changed in a negative way.
trying to control my temper and my fierceness ....
anyway. i wanted to quit ogl initially. but have sort of decided n0t to.
why? coz i;ve nv try it b4, and want to try out sth new.
today, during leadership seminar, my friend asked me not to quit coz it will look nice on sth called SGC aft my 2 yrs in sr. i think i'll hv a long list. but some how, i don really care. coz, i think its gg to be really long already. but what she said suddenly made me realised tt i shld con;t to be enthu and participate as many events as possible just to make my life more interesting. and i think its kind of an opportunity tt it might not come again. just LOVE to try new things.
but tt means my holidays are shrinking :( boo hoo~.
heres my holiday schedule (booking me if u want to! haha):
- ~2dec extra lessons
- 3dec birthday celebration
- 4dec to 5dec chalet
- 8dec to 15dec lijiang
- 17dec internship training
- 17 onwards 9 days of internship
- 28 dec OGL games trial
- 7jan to 9 jan OGL camp
- 11jan sch reopen.
so busy .
i really want to go out with you you you and you guys!
haiz. tell me how? i try my best! love ya! <3
anyway my birthday is coming ! in 2 mths. haha. don really care.
i always hv sad birthday. haha. frm sec 1 onwards, just enter sch, nobody noes me. nvm. sec. 2 haha. had sth i guess, but cant remember, sec 3 . new class, nobody noes it again. sec 4 . wanted to celebrate with JIA QI ( same birthday and born in the same hospital!) but had a damn bad cramp on tt day. 2009, release of sch posting. i cried so badly because i was posted to poly. kind of mix feeling of gg poly or jc. and was so lost and i cried. wth. always something 'special' happen on my birthday.
really naggy today. :)
