oh no. school's starting tml! argh.
i really don like to study. i think tt studying is painful.
today i went library and sat at the reading rm to study. i spend like 15min stone-ing thinking what i want my life to be in the future.
i want my life to be people in the reading room aft age of 27/28.
to do something i like or do nothing over the weekend.
its really sian how my weekends will be once school starts.
why age 27/28? coz i think tt is the time when my job will be stable and shld by right into a stable relation. and no children, no family stress. just me , friends and maybe a partner. isn;t tt nice and wonderful. maybe im native. maybe. at least ive something to look forward to in life. i think its very impt.
before 27/28, just graduate, finding job, maintaining relation, unstable/insufficient income...
aft 28. nothing. nothing much until u decide to step into a marriage i guess.ard 30? house loan, car loan, $ for children's education. art class, music class, tuition.... milk powder $. household chore....
life is made up of stress.
i think im charged after the holiday coz im not doing anything. leading a very slow pace of life and i like it.:) ready to chiong but donno how long can the energy last.
