candle_lit

2010-09-23T23:31:00.002+08:00

assumption.

reject all assumption in AQ.

math, state some assumption and get a mark.

hate assumption.

Dont assume. and give stupid reasons to support false assumption.

it hurts.

when ppl assume sth abt u , they got it right, they are 'clever'

when ppl assume the wrong thing. is call act smart.

usually the 2nd case is more relevant in our society.

act smart.

2010-08-20T22:32:00.003+08:00

i was mugging thn suddenly i felt this thing drop on my shoulder, its gone when i looked, thn i hear sth hit the ground omg!

its a lizard!

yesterday there was this crazy lizard in my living rm. seriously crazy. thn aft an hr. i hear sth drop on the table. its tt lizard again!

omg.

i couldnt concentrate. spent half and hr running frm tt thing and worry tt is might strike again! i spotted it again, its start climbing up the wall and run along the perimeter of my house and drop from the celling again.

CRAZY LIZARD!

i surrender and went to sleep. wrapping myself under the blanket! eeeeeWwewew!

2010-08-01T11:32:00.002+08:00

completed WiLL run ytd, legs are aching, esp my knees. another 15km :) thx to serene:)
was almost dying on my 12 km.
my parents and others all ask y run until like tt?. idk too. but if i can push y not?
idk. serious, if ppl ask why push myself so hard, i really dont know how to reply.

anyway, i realised those ramps that were built for a more elderly friendly environment is so useful. i used it ytd coz my knee was painful and i cant use the stairs. how great is tt!

2010-06-12T14:23:00.002+08:00

tt day i went to the Bird park the first thing tt came to my mind is tt their enclosure is so small. poor things. esp those super big flying birds and owls.
there are kept in a rather small cage as compare to their size and their ability to sore in the sky.
and some enclosure like the owls' have only 2 of their species.
so lonely.

2010-05-31T00:55:00.002+08:00

went to food fair at expo today.
bought many many food! yumm yumm.

the in-thing is that they like to give recycle bagS.
i've got 3 in one day plus a cooler bag.
its suppose to be environmentally friendly.
yes, it is environmentally friendly as compared to plastic bag.
BUT... how many of us use those "green bag" with huge family brand logo on top?
like those i got it today like owl coffee( but its cute) and F&N.
doesnt tt generate more rubbish if we dont use them?

2010-05-28T22:14:00.004+08:00

i caught a minnie!
now mickey has a girlfriend~ damn cute~

i realise tt they wont look like minnie and micky if u cover up their body.

what makes them who they are are their famous white hands and their yellow shoes.( btwn minnie suppose to wear purple/yellow heels)

unless they are the normal form

they can be classic grey or just black and white.

i've packed my desktop.frm this to

this!

2010-04-17T01:32:00.000+08:00

i've got an 'A' for pw!!! :)

2010-04-09T00:32:00.002+08:00

many things happened and 2 things are still not cleared.
actually i wanted to blog abt them, but i suddenly feel that y shld i rant my trouble here? if i blog all my frustration and trouble out, it means tt im showing all my weakness to everyone. y would i want to show ppl my weak side?

things aint right. siam.

2010-03-24T21:56:00.003+08:00

i was taking a bus home today class and pass by a row of HDB flats.
was looking into there homes. suddenly a thought came by " we are living in holes, like bunnies"

2010-03-21T23:15:00.002+08:00

oh no. school's starting tml! argh.
i really don like to study. i think tt studying is painful.

today i went library and sat at the reading rm to study. i spend like 15min stone-ing thinking what i want my life to be in the future.
i want my life to be people in the reading room aft age of 27/28.
to do something i like or do nothing over the weekend.
its really sian how my weekends will be once school starts.

why age 27/28? coz i think tt is the time when my job will be stable and shld by right into a stable relation. and no children, no family stress. just me , friends and maybe a partner. isn;t tt nice and wonderful. maybe im native. maybe. at least ive something to look forward to in life. i think its very impt.

before 27/28, just graduate, finding job, maintaining relation, unstable/insufficient income...
aft 28. nothing. nothing much until u decide to step into a marriage i guess.ard 30? house loan, car loan, $ for children's education. art class, music class, tuition.... milk powder $. household chore....

life is made up of stress.

i think im charged after the holiday coz im not doing anything. leading a very slow pace of life and i like it.:) ready to chiong but donno how long can the energy last.

2010-03-20T01:32:00.000+08:00

im running like a tortoise.

2010-03-18T00:41:00.002+08:00

i was looking for an ans today.
nope. no definite ans found.
but i guess it did strengthen my own stand.
actually it all depends on 'me'.
i like to seek opinions from other ppl. but just listen.
usually the stuff they say don register in my head. because i like to ask why.
if ur reasoning have no logic. or sth along the line of ' u shldnt do this because its bad'
it will just make it worst because if ur stand hv no logic thn my view is better.

what is the key factor for u in making a decision?
for me i think mainly is the 'i,me.my' factor.
i like to do things because I like to. or it'll benefit ME . im not like mother Theresa who cares about everyone. i like to see myself being happy :) i think it would be nice if we care for ourself and ensure that we are a happy little kid b4 trying to care for others.
last year, i was nagging at ppl asking them to study, i realised tt i can't even take care of my own work i still want to kpo and nag at others.

well well. things will get sort out soon because I will noe that what I want and not what other ppl want.

2010-03-17T01:12:00.002+08:00

BANGKOK - THAI protesters poured blood they had donated outside the front gate of the government headquarters on Tuesday in a symbolic sacrifice to press their demands for new elections.

Thousands of red-shirted demonstrators formed long lines to have their blood drawn by nurses, a day after their leaders vowed to collect 1 million cubic centimeters of blood - 264 gallons (1,000 litres) - to spill at Government House.

A few teaspoons of blood were drawn from the veins of each volunteer and then transferred into dozens of large plastic water jugs that were passed overhead through the crowd of cheering protesters before being delivered to Government House, the prime minister's office. Police allowed protest leaders to approach the white iron front gate and pour out the blood, which oozed under the gate as national television broadcast the images live.

Prime Minister Abhisit Vejjajiva has not entered his office at Government House since the protests started on Friday. 'The blood of the common people is mixing together to fight for democracy,' Nattawut Saikua, one of the protest leaders, told cheering supporters. 'When Abhisit works in his office, he will be reminded that he is sitting on the people's blood.'

A protest leader, Weng Tochirakarn, said by mid-afternoon they had collected 500,000 cubic centimeters of blood - half of their goal - from 50,000 protesters. Each donor is being asked to give only a small amount of blood. Not all the blood was spilled immediately. Protest leaders said the rest would be poured outside the headquarters of the ruling Democrat Party and the prime minister's house if the protest demands were not met.

Government spokesman Panitan Watanayagorn said authorities will allow the protest as long as it remains peaceful. 'If they want to throw it and have a photo op and have us clean it up later, I think it's fine,' Panitan told a briefing of foreign media. He said health authorities were looking into whether 'throwing blood on the streets violates health measures.' -- AP

source:http://www.straitstimes.com/BreakingNews/SEAsia/Story/STIStory_502679.html

omg. what are they thinking. blood. 500littles of blood used to protest for a new election.
i feel like using the word 'wasted' 500l of blood. to me ,it kinda can use for more meaningful purpose. but to them, its their way to fight for what they want by doing sth extreme.

i thought they just had an election not long ago. and they are still asking for changes.
these conflicts will do no good for their country. does the people know it? do they know what and why they are fighting for the new election? just to get their leaders in place? idk.

hasn;t been following these politics and don really know what is really gg on in thailand. but i only knew that not long aft i reached home. i saw this news, i was stunned and shocked.

in case u miss the news, u might want to see what is happening in thailand.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ri3gqFpzU0k
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O_i3YkI0CWA

2010-03-14T01:50:00.002+08:00

watched alice in wonderland on fri.
the 3D effect is better than avatar, some graphics as though u can touch them. cool rite.

i like the everything about the red queen except the red queen.
her castle is so nice and even the dress for alice is very pretty. much better then those of white queen. i like hearts <3. everything tt belongs to the red queen is heart shape :)

but the movie was rather short. don remember the moving having a lot of details.
at the last part, there was this part where alice was suppose to fight with a dragon and somehow, but i donno why, she started running up a stairs for quite long. the whole scene was her running the stair and took her less than 1min to kill the dragoon. =.=! probably u wont know what am i talking unless u've watched it.

i don like to watch short movies. usually there isn;t much details and it always ended abruptly.

today went to watch e 乐大赏 at marina floating platform. saw many ppl left their litter behind. y? y they expect someone to clean after them? is it so difficult just to carry their rubbish with them? but i do see a fully packed rubbish bin when i deposit my litter, :) so tt means there are still ppl out there who are considerate. :)

2010-03-13T12:21:00.003+08:00

drinks!

frm 7-11. not bad but quite ex.

frm daiso. $1. nothing special
melon one nicer
weird
taste like medicine
horrible. unless u like pineapple

2010-03-07T02:45:00.001+08:00

2.12am
my grandfather made a cup of milo for me! :)
feel so loved!

2010-02-27T00:39:00.004+08:00

love 3.52-4.07 :)

i like songs where many artists come tgt and sing for charity :)

2010-02-26T22:54:00.003+08:00

was wondering abt life moments ago.

got a little emo aft cca, as usual. but got to force myself to study. so sat in the hall and emo for a while. and some 'jokers' were talking and i joined in their crap. all the emo-ness gone :) re-charged and went to study.

this is my way of life in sch. talking to crappy ppl can be really great if u are emo. but if u are perfectly fine, these crappers are really irritating.

i really think tt my life is damn boring. looking at other ppl's blog, fb. they are enjoying. esp poly friends.

but wait, compare with the rite ppl. i;ve got near 600 photos on fb. i laugh and was happy for some moments in sch. i;m still enjoying life to some extent. compare with some pathetic souls who hv less than 50 photos in fb and some loner in sch. my life is more interesting :) smile:)

always look on the brightside of life. wheee wheee, wheee x6

my grp's geog model. its a steep sided valley with boulders,rapids and tt i forgot what is it called. interlocking spurs.
i like roses with many petals. aft abt a week, when its almost dead. i took the roses and started to peel the petals in a 'yes' and 'no' way to look for an ans. coincidentally both roses told me yes. lame....

2010-02-20T00:24:00.002+08:00

im waiting.... waiting for someone to send me sth.
sian. not the first time like tt le. tt time pw also like tt.

received my 4th stalk of rose. im afraid my mom will think tt i hv a bf or sth like tt . coz i kept bringing soft toys and roses home.
1st toy is frm one of my friend who went genting and won it.
2nd scrump and mickey is birthday present
3rd. i caught it at those machine
4th another scrump my friend caught it and gave it to me. its still in locker.

roses are like v.day and belated v.day gifts. :)

life is getting more and more bored. =.=!

what else.... hmmm.

v.day was cool.
cny was cool
lit night was quite cool.
sch. not cool.

2010-02-13T12:08:00.003+08:00

yesterday went Chinatown.
was squeezing like sardines.
while squeezing, i heard this lady said 'excuse me'. =.=!
is just like an ambulance stuck in a traffic jam and hoping that the siren would help.

happy CNY and Valentine's! <3

2010-02-06T23:02:00.002+08:00

im so so busy.
less than 1 mth to competition, less than 1mth to first common test.
:( cny is coming but still busy studying. i want to shop for new year clothes!

life starting to get bored. life become a routine. sch and study.

last thurs went to a home for cip to teach children tuition.
i was teaching this girl and i asked her where she wants to go aft her PSLE this year. she say northstar. =.=! thn she say will try to aim for normal tec.
its so sad that for ppl who don dare to aim high. i don hv any northstar friend or normal tec. friend. don understand what are they thinking.

i was nagging at her trying to tell her abt her future if she is in normal tec. i was telling her abt the level of income that different education ppl will get. she say i money face. but its way more than $. its abt standard of living, the quality of live, its abt the knowledge and the experience that you'll have in life. but money is the an important factor to those.

i used to be like tt girl. don know where i want to go. i need to learn how to aim high too. i nv hv targets in my life. when i was i primary sch, i nv ever thought of which sec sch i want to enter, didn work towards a goal. i was an average kid in the sch and i got into zhss with 236. thn for 'o'level, i din hv a target too, because i was very open to the idea of gg poly thn. didn work towards any goal, was an average kid in sch. scored an L1R5 of 12. entered SR. but i know tt because im in sr, i cannot continue to be an average kid who don set targets and aim for it. an average kid in sr wont get me anywhere i guess...

i find tt i've been nagging at ppl, esp on food and studies. funny thing is tt i myself can't study well and i like to eat unhealthily. and i hate ppl who nags. i trying not to nag. i know its damn irritating.

okay ppl. lets aim high! and work towards it! <3

2010-01-31T12:20:00.005+08:00

my mega birthday card. i put a 30cm ruler as reference. i'm loving it. what i love to receive most for my birthday is birthday card! i;ve got a super big one this year. and another totally excepted one.

my minnies

my mickey. very cute.

scrump. i always insist tt its cute. and everybody was telling me tt its scary. im trying to convince ppl tt its cute. but now, i look at it, i find tt its a bit scary. haha. i put it on my bed and found it staring at me. haha, thn decided to hug it because it will be out of my eye level haha, but its still cute lah.

balloon. its deflating le.

:) got 4 new soft toy within 2 wks. the red bear, scrump, mickey2 and Mickey 3. seriously arh. i don really like soft toy because i think they collect dust, i nv bought any if them. all of them i got it some how. but its really cute when i receive them. seriously cute. esp those with a big smile :) including scrump.

my first 4D

mr curry.

2010-01-31T11:32:00.004+08:00

its my birthday yesterday :I

the fun all started on Thursday night. went to watch tooth fairy. damn funny.there isn;t a lot of ppl watching so i can hear myself laughing. i feel so retarded when i laugh and not a lot of ppl laughing tgt. but its really funny.

aft tt i caught my mickey. and my minnie(bear). 2 more to complete the whole set.

super duper happy.

fri another crazy yet tiring day. morning was ask to sch early because they say they want to run tgt =.=~. but they planned to surprise me. :D

got a super duper big card. a srump and a balloon frm the class and another card and a rose and a mickey frm another 2 friends. damn happy. I GOT A SCRUMP! but i love cards the most!

went tuition with the mega card and the balloons and soft toys at night.

sat another fun morning. went to have our breakfast tgt with jiaqi. our first birthday tgt! thn we go buy 4D. our heart were beating quite fast when we want to enter the 4D shop. but still went in for the first time. was trying to figure out how to buy. shitest part is tt our birth date was sold out. :( bought my ic number and birth year. didn strike. was fun though. no one checked our ic. don we look young? :'( haha. none bother.

went to play arcade. was playing some fighting game. was damn funny. was fighting with jiaqi. haha. i choose a tkd fighter! and i win! aft tt we decided to shop and a guy came join me. me and jiaqi was laughing like mad b4 he join and aft he join. we are laughing to crazy. he is so damn serious. and the funny part is tt my character is a tkd guy and his is a sexy female fairy tt can fly. hahaha~~~ remind me of tooth fairy. got trash by him. damn funny. aft we went serangoon and we laugh frm bishan to sgoon even on not funny things. got supper high aft the fight.

ate mr curry with family. its nice! can go try. a very nice shop at central.

i thought the curse of 'yunjia having a sad birthday' was broken. (i don want to repeat what happen to my past birthdays, 30 nov 09 post) but i was wrong. its ended up i spend my whole night trying to figure out the cip calendar because some stupid didn check against their timetable. and the cip is starting on mon. was damn furious and panic.

Well its still my birthday. but i can really say its my BEST birthday so far. seriously, the best! if remove the tkd cip thing. it would be a perfect birthday! :)

2010-01-28T23:06:00.002+08:00

actually i wanted to quit catching these toys and switch my interest to capsule machine. but today i went to exchange coins for the capsule machine at the kiaping toy stall, feel paisei to take 10 $1 coin with playing so i just try my luck and with only $1 i got my second $1 mickey!!!
tt time i spend $ 6 trying to catch a smaller version of tt but didn got it. but now! i got a much bigger one at $1. as a geographer i use my watch as a gauge of how big tt mickey is!

was super happy at night. was so tired but i went to watch tooth fairy. very funny. thn i got 2 more minnie key chain frm the capsule machine and got a mickey at $1. i kept mentioning tt its $1 because i don really want tt toy, but just play for fun. the first one i got , slowly becoming dusty le. :) hehe.

2010-01-23T01:08:00.002+08:00

i love this fri.
this is my luck day!
first it started off with a msg tt told me tt our cca cip has been approved. :)
thn morning rained, so i don need to run 2.4km coz im having a muscle ache. :)
aft tt received a msg frm my cca teacher coz the teacher whom approved our cip praised our cip project:)
received a letter from our tcm internship :)
training was a meaningful one. didn need to settle much admin stuff :)
went out and had a great laugh. all the stupid truth and dares :)

smile:)

2010-01-18T23:45:00.002+08:00

Life is bored.
so am i.
haiz.
scratching my head.
wondering how am i gg to survive this year.
initially, i was thinking.
can i make it to uni?
might as well draw out frm jc and join poly now.
waste time.
but.
mr.mugger made me realised tt if one work hard.
nothing is impossible!
...work hard = action...
normal ppl definition of work hard is to self deceive, thinking tt they have worked hard and/ or prepare to work hard.

i think im on my way to Muggaration. donno is ther such word, prob not.
ive been studying a little harder, but a long long way to go b4 i 'evolved' into a mugger.
momentum dont die, pls.

2010-01-16T19:47:00.004+08:00

5 lollipops.

heart shaped m&n

frm the capsule machine. i want to buy all.
need some shopping time, need to get presents.

*i want to study like a mugger, play like a drop-out and lead like a real leader!*

2010-01-09T19:07:00.003+08:00

i want to go shopping...
want to buy a lot of things.

-pencil box. eye on one already. but its very big. can print my name on the pencil box. i like personalised stuff.
- sports shoes. think my nike died aft running so much within a year.
- sneakers.
-slippers
-wallet.
- clothes for new year!!! totally have no idea what to buy. so shopping.
-presents

one of the reasons i've quit OGL is because i want to go shopping. don want to spend my weekend studying or revising.

2010-01-08T10:24:00.002+08:00

recently. i've made this awesome new friend. awesome not as in the way the play but his mindset of study. he told me tt he almost practised 500-600 question for physic last year. just for physic alone because of his tuition. he top in H1 chem. and his a mugger, a friendly mugger.

he is those kind tt would rush home aft sch to sleep and start to practise questions. i asked him what he did for his holiday, did he go out to play. he say not really. spend time studying. so cool.
he say if his friends asked him out, he probably would say no. i;m like.... huh... its like so hard for me. i want to go out and play. like yesterday and today, somebody asked me out, but i said no because i need to rush my hmk. and if i've finished my hmk, i would go.
and he told me sth. during exam, some ppl might think if i could hv one more day, i can finish my revision. thn a year ago if u sacrifice one of ur time wasting day like gg out with friends, you could finish ur revision and theres so many one more day in ur life but u waste it. he said sth like tt. i;m like woah~ u think like tt. and he is a guy. i thought only sensible girls think this way.
and he revise his stuff. aft tuition i went library to con't mugging my hmk and he followed. im like you;ve got nothing to do, go to library for what. and he said can do tuition hmk. while im busy chionging my chem hmk. he was revising the question teacher went thru during tuition. i thought he was doing hmk, his revising. cool man.
he used to play those RPG game. those super addictive ones. but he say b4 he enter jc, he need to stop the addiction. he threw away those weapon or donno what ever and weaken his own character so he would stop playing. i told him i want to try aft A level and he said try it only aft uni. i;m like UNI?!?! tt like so many year later.
he told me tt socialising is no use. making so many friends whats the pt. when i step into jc, i told myself tt i shd be more sociable and make more friends and i do hv quite a lot a friends by now. but im like spending a lot of extra time not on work but to maintain these friendships. but i like to make friends :'(

mugger who read his post must be thinking im mad. why am i so amazed by how this guy study and mug. but seriously, i don study this way. he gave me a little more motivation to study. i hv a friend whos like him. but i don seem to be able to click with her in any way. so i nv discover how mugger life is until yesterday. i;m so gg to make this new friend. :) hopefully next time when i revisit this post, i would hv thought " chey, what am i thinking tt time. why am i so amazed by his determination, I'M A MUGGER TOO! "

2010-01-04T21:39:00.004+08:00

they are bees. was asked to count the no. of bees they hv. coz they are doing stock taking. each bees cost $0.60.

ive got the whole packet to count

i was reading cleo. and helping them to take stock

free soy bean milk frm staff . survey forms and my chem notes for studying

todays my last day of work. kinda of happy to end it.

this internship is interesting. but took up so much of my holiday.

went watch alvin 2. quite funny. need tt laugh badly.

went skating. noob. i wonder when can i skate in ECP?

received a really bad news in the day. lifes unfair. :'( i thought it would be fine. i thought. u don't deserves tt.

was really emo when someone pushed tt trigger point. was tearing for some reason. felt the pain in heart.

miss my bed.

2010-01-03T23:42:00.002+08:00

was facebooking and i saw my friend's friend. she's very pretty !!!
i like pretty girls. sounds wrong. but yah, just nice to look at, nothing more.
i think there are more pretty girls than handsome guys out there.

2010-01-01T16:57:00.001+08:00

its new year.
last was great. seriously. made lots of friends. and experienced lots of new things.
i've changed. and still changing :)

2009-12-31T00:37:00.002+08:00

went to work and its time wasting. how can this be internship?
isn;t this just free or cheap labour?
went there and sat there for 3 hrs and only manage to get 2 survey forms. wwah~~ waste my time. called the person-in-charge to tell him tt i;ll work another half day on sat. thn i left.
my job is damn flexible. is gd. i can go any time and leave any time.
our sch stuff. think flexibly. u can think, but u cant act. esp. working for other ppl. i mean if u got the flexible idea but ur boss is not flexible, tts not gg to work. and if there are a lot of ppl working under you and because of u thinking so flexible and keeps changing intrusions, thn doesn;t it take a lot of time passing the msg down?

today i was asking this old man to help me do survey. i ask him abt cleanliness of the clinic thn the told me abt second hand smoke thn blah and blah for so long and... he started telling me abt his mom and how difficult life is for him and started crying! omg. got the shock in my life. what did i do?!?! thn he con;t talk and talk. lucky the shop manager very nice. pretend to pick up a call and ask me to pick up. so i can escape from him . so nice! she even treat me soy bean milk, thou i don like. still drank it. :D

watch AVATAR. nice, very nice . story damn cool:D not sure how not nice is the without 3D one, but the 3D one is not super magnificent either. maybe nothing to compare with. but i can say tt its not like those omi theater where 3D objects will fly towards you. but the specs very heavy. $10 worth it lah. :)

recently i;ve thinking about my friends ard me. they change. not as in personality but the ppl.
in sec sch friends = girls. i don hv much guy friends then. less than what one hand can count
jc friends = guys. i don hv much gf now (exclude sec sch friends). less than what one hand can count.
ive been hanging out with guys a lot. but i still prefer to have more gf. guys are messy. they don plan. they don't.

1. guys.- spend time walking aimlessly and donno where to go. the last thing to do for their day is to walk ard somewhere until THEY are so bored and decide to go home. usually i;ll run away when they do their last thing.
girls - call and plan where to go

2. guys - queue for popcorn without knowing what to buy but still manage to anyhow order and split the stuff equally among themselves
girls - start thinking what to buy even b4 queuing

3. guys laugh at dirty things tt i don understand ( most of the times *hemm)
girls giggles at retarded stuff tt i understand. (coz i;m a girl)

i would rather have more gf than bf. but guy friends are easier to make. it took me about more than 6mth to get closer to one of my gf. but she;s changing class. no!!! one less.

2009-12-30T00:11:00.002+08:00

mon

watch sherlock holmes. not bad. sth like angles and demons, but not as nice.
someone told me sth. but i noe you'll be fine.

tues

cab to work because i went to the doc for the 3rd time ( didn include my tcm clinic visit) and was late but i have MC, but i didn want to miss the morning coz i think tt shld be the peak period. aft stone-ing for abt 7hrs at the clinic. i only managed to get 13 =.=! and i need 50 within 3 days!

went out aft work. didn have such a great time laughing for a long time le. i really can;t remember when was the last time i was tt happy. received my first christmas gift this year and manage to give my 2 out of 7 gifts away. enjoyed myself. :D finally found a cute capsule to turn. its damn cute. a bear dressed in mini's outfit. feel like turning 1 more. think this is more worth it the the kiap kiap machines.

had dinner at suntec pizza hut. had lots of memories there. one more added. that time when we ate pizza and miss tan paid for it. really donno how much she paid . but shld be a lot. just imagine 20 ppl at pizza hut. tts a lot. tml aft work. AVATAR 3D. so excited. nv wacth 3D b4.

* flork = flying fork* just add a 'L' into the 2nd alphabet of ur noun and u will be able to make them fly!

2009-12-25T14:01:00.002+08:00

Christmas!

ooo...

my Chinese medicine!

2009-12-25T13:56:00.002+08:00

5th day of work ( prepare for presentation and went shopping for tcm product at tampines)

prepare for presentation on last day of work.
went shopping with one of my tcm friend. we went ard to check for prices and the location of where tcm products were place. reach home ard 10pm.

6th day of work
suppose to be shopping. but finished it yesterday.

2009-12-25T13:49:00.002+08:00

4th day of work ( see doc)

went for acupuncture. its not painful, just numb. but its bearable, had some knee injury. the doc press my knee then she feel something. i felt it too. but miracle happened! aft acupuncture, the thing is gone. woah~~~. the doc share with me a lot of tcm stuff learnt a lot. actually wanted to take photo. but i left my phone in my bag. obviously i don dare to move, ther are needles on my whole left leg. :( my first acupuncture experience. nv take photo:/

aft these 4 days, i see the level of service standard that a company requires the staff to meet. its not easy to meet their high level of service standard. serving is not an easy task.

2009-12-25T13:47:00.002+08:00

3rd day of work (see doctor)

went to the doctor again. and this time i went for tui na. i;ve got a back injury. actually its not pain. but aft he help me tui na, hurts like mad, nv gg for tui na again. :(

2009-12-25T13:43:00.002+08:00

2nd day of work. ( see doctor)

my job for the first few days is to see doctor. i;m suppose to act like a patient and visit the doctor to grade the service standard of the different clinic under that company. anyway i'm sick. so don need to act. was pretty nervous for the first time. took the medicine and i DRANK it. eeww~~ taste horrible.

2009-12-25T13:40:00.003+08:00

Day 7
shopping. but nothing to buy.

my cup of coffee aft 7days of Chinese tea. ex leh. SGD$3

2009-12-25T12:53:00.005+08:00

Day 6
snow mt. 玉龙雪山. don think tt its very nice. once i went up and came down. i;m sick. now, i'm still coughing and having running nose.

2009-12-24T16:45:00.005+08:00

Day 5
trekking. it was cooler than i expected. there isn;t a planned route for us to trek. the route might collapsed and we've got to change route. theres pebbles and shit everywhere. breathing was a problem, dust from construction of path and the higher altitude tt we experienced were the main problem i guess. at night stay at the hostel kind of house. it looks normal but the bed and blanket were clean and big. but one scary thing is tt my door cannot close properly and can only lock frm outside. scary. but the villages all looked nice.

2009-12-24T16:44:00.002+08:00

Day 4.
back to villa and slack to prepare for our next day trek at tiger leaping gorge.

2009-12-24T16:08:00.003+08:00

Day 3
went to another pri sch and kindergarten. need to make last min changes too. we really must be flexible. there isn;t a need for any proposal and wait for whoever to vet thru. in real life, just do it. they love chicky dance!

at night, we went back to the school for some performance and almost the whole village was there. tts amazing. busy quite chaotic. we dance the china style.
stay at the village. quite special. and we slept inside our 0 degree sleeping bag. warm enough. slept soundly thru out the night.

ate pig's blood for the first time. nothing special, but dare not eat the second piece coz got phobia.
at night we played fire cracker. mr tan, our principal didn allow us to play the special ones. they set fire cracker and some fire cracker can fly. sounds retarded. but its true. we'll never get to see that in s'pore.

hospital or clinic. i saw someone inside having drip. :/

2009-12-24T14:04:00.003+08:00

Day 2

cip.meet some crisis. they don really listen to us.
they are not interested to learn. they just want to play. i don understand why the teachers keep saying tt they are so eager to learn and take every opportunity to learn. but its so not true when it comes to game... if i'll get to choose, i would rather teach them english and see for myself the eagerness that people see in china kids. they are a little dirty. and their hands are so coarse. after tt went to kindergarten. disaster. those kids in our class was so stone. they seemed to only understand us a little bit. communication is so impt.

2009-12-24T13:21:00.004+08:00

LI JIANG, CHINA
DAY1

China Eastern airline to kunming thn to lijiang. at kuming airport ate kfc breakfast, porridge. not nice.reached lijiang. and visit 古镇. i nv knew tt area was called 古镇 until now. i thought its called 古城. its kinda diff from what we usully see. but if u've been to other parts of china. it looks the same. refer to last year jiang nan tour. china all looks the same. even the mts.

above this 2 photos are our villa, 3 storey. theres a Butler staying with us, she'll cook our breakfast for us. cool rite?

china's lays. the cucumber one is cool. potato chip taste like cucumber. and theres a cucumber after taste.

strawberries. taste so nice. so sweet and cheap. 600g for only SGD$2. but last day teacher didn allow us to buy. because its china.

2009-12-21T23:17:00.002+08:00

i;m still so sick. don feel like gg to work. its gg to be damn boring for the next few days. gg to park myself at the clinic and ask ppl do survey. =.=! i need to collect at least 10 each day. but the problem is... there isn;t many ppl visiting tcm esp. during weekday =.=! try to aim for 15 each day b4 i run away. donno can tahan not. i;m feeling sick and i can't concentrate during training. was so sleepy these few days. i;ve been pushing my tasks back. everyday i would tell myself tml, coz i;m very tired. i need a day break for me to sleep the whole day. i need REST. feel like taking mc., should i? but tts so irresponsible. i;m not tt sick after all. but i can't think properly and very slow...

things to do.
1. sleep
2. blog china stuff ( its been almost a week le) and abt my job for the pass 3 days.
3. tkd cip [ nv ending.... shld resume chasing the home... :( ... ]
4. msg (i need to msg 2 ppl)
5. pack my luggage ( its still in the living rm)
6. pack rm
7. study what teacher went thru during holi.
8. hmk. ( theres a lot... OMG!)
9.spend time with family...
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..... still hv ogl stuff....
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haiz. no time! i;ll always complain tt theres no time for myself during holiday. but its always so true. they are sort of in order... when am i gg to touch my hmk? i don think i'll hv time for u guys le.

recruitment!!! hiring ppl to pack my luggage and room. ... 1hour :$5. i;m really willing to pay to get more time for myself. but nobody will noe where to keep my stuff... argh...

Christmas is here... i;m quite excited. donno why. am i expecting sth? :) but i;ve got presents for some ppl. but i ;ve got no time to pass to YOU. probably they will become new year presents.

i really donno how to spend my precious holiday.... but jia you!
sometimes i really wonder if i've made the right choice by giving up my poly education. but i like sr anyway.

* reminder* its about 3 more weeks before school reopen. better start ur hmk before you have to result to copy.

2009-12-18T22:04:00.002+08:00

omg. i drank the chi medicine, its disgusting. its not bitter, just disgusting. can u imagine boiling some tree barks and many leaves for hrs. tts how my medicine taste like.

2009-12-18T21:00:00.002+08:00

chest pain. cough until very pain. went to chi doc and took some weird medicine.
talk more abt my internship aft my 4th day of work.
b4 work, went to hv lunch with fana at compass pt. when to this accessory shop and spent almost $10. bought rubber bands, bangles and ring. there went my pathetic pay :(

Christmas is coming. and since i hv a little more $ to spend. i think i shld get some presents and thank those who helped me thru out the year. there are quite a few ppl whom i need to thank, they've help me in some way or another. some really did help a lot. if they are not in my sch, life definitely would be different. they've add colours to my jc life. i owe them sth. :)

2009-12-17T21:41:00.002+08:00

1st day of work (training)

boring.... almost fell asleep during the long long training. our supervisor is frm china and he speaks so fast and so cheem and somehow, his voice just went past my ears. i was coughing so badly throughout the whole training. still coughing now. my lungs are gg to fall off soon. *cough cough*
tml the real work beings! quite nervous and excited,
anyway. got my pathetic pay already. its only allowance, to pay for my meal and transport. don think i hv much left. :(

china. other day thn blog bah. shld be damn long

2009-12-07T10:46:00.000+08:00

will be MIA till 15dec. china here i come....

2009-12-05T20:18:00.002+08:00

my burn is getting worst. ouch...

went for chalet. didn sleep for 1 day. aft bbq, went cheers to eat maggi in the middle of the night . so fatten. thn went back chalet. the rest were playing cards while i talk to my friend throughout the night. wonder why do i hv so much to say. even when other slept and close the door and leave us outside, we continue talking and talking... and i can't sleep . nobody to sleep with and my back very pain.the most stupid thing is tt we've got nothing to do and we WANTED to watch sun rise. walk to the beach and sat down at the bench, thn both of us fall asleep. aft 15mins. the sun already rose. =.=~ but aft tt 15 min of rest, i;m super charged. since the rest haven wake up, i started setting up the bbq pit with yesterday left over charcoal. was super high. and start singing and did crazy stuff.

lijiang~ lazy to pack :(

2009-12-03T20:39:00.002+08:00

went marina barrage. got so burnt. damn pain. is like i;m under the sun for 1hr only. thn the dark clouds start to roll in. but i;m still burnt. pain. and i see sth tt i'm not suppose to see . right SERENE??!?

2009-12-02T21:30:00.002+08:00

ARGH!!! asshole! i'm feeling so so frustrated.
wth!!! argh!!!! don ask me what happen. if i want to tell you. i;ll tell u.
don bother reading because you;ll just see me nag and nad and complain abt nothing.

i don understand. is so wth and omg. i don understand things can spread to teacher. some asshole out there must be damn idiotic. shit you!! i think i noe who is tt. but i;m not sure. if i can confirm tt its u. i won;t be talking to u, i'm like 笑里藏刀 when talking to U. argh~~~ i totally think its not my fault. but i think ppl think tt the problem is me!!! wth!!!! its nobody's fault but u , big mouth. it annoying.... argh~~~~ feels like smashing the comp! argh! things are like spreading, whether in a wildfire mode, i;m not sure. even teacherS noe it. damn damn damn. i need to put a full stop to it, but i don want to lose any friends. ass. damn those flies. wad the Flies. asshole!

2009-11-30T22:29:00.004+08:00

i'm quite disturbed by the fact tt recently, there are quite a few ppl said tt i;m fierce.
am i? am i? am i? i;ve been asking ard and some of them really thinks so. what hv i done?!?! omg! i nv imagine tt ppl would say tt i;m fierce.

i admit tt recently my temper is a LITTLE bad. and get irritated easily. its not only 1 or 2 who kenna frm me le. :P i feel bad. sorry :(
*try to find excuse*
- pms (don think so)
-lack of sleep (maybe)
-stress ( to some extend true)
-lack of coffee( quite reliable)
- climate very humid ( thn lead to pimple thn lead to stress)
or its just me, i;ve change to more evil! or more ah lian.

some ppl called me ah lian too. sian~~ am i?
am i like tt all the while, only ppl didn notice me tt much at the beginning of the year? or i've changed in a negative way.
trying to control my temper and my fierceness ....

anyway. i wanted to quit ogl initially. but have sort of decided n0t to.
why? coz i;ve nv try it b4, and want to try out sth new.
today, during leadership seminar, my friend asked me not to quit coz it will look nice on sth called SGC aft my 2 yrs in sr. i think i'll hv a long list. but some how, i don really care. coz, i think its gg to be really long already. but what she said suddenly made me realised tt i shld con;t to be enthu and participate as many events as possible just to make my life more interesting. and i think its kind of an opportunity tt it might not come again. just LOVE to try new things.
but tt means my holidays are shrinking :( boo hoo~.

heres my holiday schedule (booking me if u want to! haha):
- ~2dec extra lessons
- 3dec birthday celebration
- 4dec to 5dec chalet
- 8dec to 15dec lijiang
- 17dec internship training
- 17 onwards 9 days of internship
- 28 dec OGL games trial
- 7jan to 9 jan OGL camp
- 11jan sch reopen.

so busy .
i really want to go out with you you you and you guys!
haiz. tell me how? i try my best! love ya! <3

anyway my birthday is coming ! in 2 mths. haha. don really care.
i always hv sad birthday. haha. frm sec 1 onwards, just enter sch, nobody noes me. nvm. sec. 2 haha. had sth i guess, but cant remember, sec 3 . new class, nobody noes it again. sec 4 . wanted to celebrate with JIA QI ( same birthday and born in the same hospital!) but had a damn bad cramp on tt day. 2009, release of sch posting. i cried so badly because i was posted to poly. kind of mix feeling of gg poly or jc. and was so lost and i cried. wth. always something 'special' happen on my birthday.

really naggy today. :)

2009-11-28T17:54:00.003+08:00

yesterday went shopping for lijiang stuff. but in the end buying more.

lijiang stuff, i bought my bag pack, my trekking shoes and heat packs.

thn i bought a baby-G. its YELLOW. i think i'm mad to buy such colour. but very cute lor.

hehe. cute! looks like some toy.

and also a nike bag :)

2009-11-24T23:34:00.002+08:00

sometimes when i came across some other ppl's blog knowing that they are happy, i feel happy for them too. even for those whom i'm not close to or i don like.
i like to use the smiley face emoticon on msn. don like the sad face. its quite irritating when ppl keep using it esp. on their ps. when u talk to them, you;ll see sad faces again and again.
i think it 'll sort of influence other ppl and affect their emotion too.
SMILE :)

2009-11-22T23:30:00.002+08:00

i don understand guys.
they are weird.
i though girls are always the with relation prob, can't settle their own problems and need people to talk to.
but i'm so wrong. recently, or not tt recent. i realised guys are the one with relation problems and get super emo and need someone to talk to. and they nag ( i thought nagging is meant for girls)
i've been hearing relation problems, not 1, not 2, not 3 , .... they'll get super emo aft tt.
and also, they'll be super happy if they found someone they like, even though they are not tgt.
smile :)

2009-11-22T16:03:00.002+08:00

drew these when i was in sec 1. totally forgotten abt them until i found them in my comp.

i copied the real drawing only. not tt pro. the face look distorted.

looks kiddy and hairy

i wanted to use the grey to form a word. "will i shine" can see? prob. not. but i can :)

the chair looks weird.

2009-11-18T21:20:00.000+08:00

i'm really excited abt my internship. woo!!!
think its gg to be fun... :D

2009-11-15T23:21:00.001+08:00

i've finally made my cheese cake.i've bought my ingredients for like 3/4 weeks ago.
don taste nice. the ingredients damn gross. a lot of butter, a lot of cream cheese, a lot Oreo (transfat).

next week supplementary lesson start le. haiz... scared i got no mood to study. i'm playing too much le. even tml, will be another past 10 o'clock reach home day. feeling guilty. care less = happier.

i've developed care less attitude in everything i'm doing. i think its gd for myself coz i'm much happier this way :). less stress and very happy. but it's bad for the task that i'm doing. study, lijiang,tkd. care less... :)

i've cut my hair too, not by myself.its shorter now, but still can tie lah. itchy hand again. i always wanted to grow my hair until half way down my back (nv had tt long hair b4). but always cannot bare not to cut it. always wanted sth different in my life, don need to be sth constructive. sth obvious and sudden and harmless. i really cannot think of anything but to cut my hair when i;m bored or tired of being the same.actually it took me 1 full yr to grow my hair to my tt length. when i join sr, my hair is short. i nv ask the hairdresser to cut it shorter. and i will emphasize it. but today, care less. just cut. nvm, just grow again (yes again).

2009-11-14T00:36:00.002+08:00

i'm like playing too much already :P
has been gg home ard 10pm for con't 2/3 weeks already. my pw is on work-family balance, but i'm not modeling the way... but still, i'm very happy!
yst went sentosa and got myself many new bruises thx to v.ball. had fun.
tdy, movie : my gf is an agent. damn damn funny, korean version of mr and mrs smith. but much funnier!
enjoying life to the max.

2009-11-10T21:03:00.000+08:00

a bit more to end of pw~ weah~~~
:)

2009-11-07T23:56:00.001+08:00

just stand up!

love this! but Miley Cyrus a bit.... she's a kid. why is she inside?
anyway, they've got nice bum! all very shape-py.

2009-11-06T23:41:00.003+08:00

i realised some ppl are talking behind my back. :(
i heard a little bit of them here and there. but still got more that didn get to my ear.
i get very sick and tired and irritated when i think they as "watching" me. maybe i'm too sensitive.
just friends.

2009-11-03T23:43:00.003+08:00

i'm really tired now. physically.
:) was doing OP stuff in sch until 9 plus. thou was tired, i still enjoy PW time. love my grp.
i always hear negative stuff abt other grp. :(
but its like damn sian with PW already.
the topic for my PW is frm my PI. so i;m stuck with this same old topic for like 9 mths already. how sian can it get? and these few days, i see the same old faces everyday. the other 3 member and mrs tay. everyday the same ppl. damn sian. we are like some quadruplets. morning see them, lunch tgt sth even dinner tgt, movie tgt ... sick of them but still <3 them!

damn busy. i think i;m having my break now. this is my break. when i am given the permission to put aside my tkd stuff to do my OP :) just let me enjoy this moment of tkd-less feel. i really regret accepting this post. i'm hanging on to it because it my responsibility. just shake it off? no way.
this is how my holiday will be like:
1st- Op
2nd- extra lessons + lijiang preparation
3rd - lijiang
4th - internship. confirm need to go. its only where, when and how long. if i;m selected for Marriott hotel (first choice), thn i shld be starting work STRAIGHT aft lijiang and work all the way still 10 jan. which is the day b4 sch re open :(
5th- Orientation student leader (OSL), idk why i sign up. hand itchy sia. act enthu. now i don even noe if i can go for the OSL thing a not. may hv internship. clash.
... sch reopen. full blast for "A"s. hmmm. where is my holiday??

2009-10-29T20:46:00.002+08:00

promoted:) didn expect to do so well too. coz i did damn bad for promo. lucky got mid-yr and CA.
was still very sad. i shld hv done better.
at least my effort did paid off. and all my ice latte tt have gone into my stomach. i drank like 3 or 4 cups every week :( ( i'm not coffee addict, k? i've almost stop drinking coffee. i drank b4 promo period because i want to keep myself awake during lesson so i can understand)
this exam just prove to me tt how slow i am and the huge amt of effort tt i need to put in to score better grades. tuition? idk.
really must jiayou! if not i'll be STRANDED!

2009-10-25T21:20:00.001+08:00

2009-10-24T23:00:00.002+08:00

I"VE COMPLETED 10KM NIKE HUMAN RACE !
yeah. my first race :) was quite fun
facebk for photos.
the atmosphere was damn shiok. 10km doesn;t seems like 10km.
1.15hr not bad:)

aft promo until now, i;m still in a slacking mode and things are piling up.
1) cheese cake . bought the ingredient but no time to make :(
2) my room is like shit. its really piling up. the notes, books files and all the post promos timetable... pw stuff... rubbish, clothes... bag! its ever where
3) tkd stuff. nv ending. or i haven started clearing in the first place. just don feel like and no time. sorry. :(
4)chi. its "A"s next week. i want to get A, but i;m not doing anything :(
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2009-10-21T00:14:00.000+08:00

whats wrong with me???
everything is wrong .

2009-10-17T03:32:00.002+08:00

i'm like uploading my super big WR file and want to send to my rest of my members.
and its taking so so long.
its 3.33am now and i'm still editing while others are asleep.
i like my grp very much, but some how 2 of us are putting in much more effort than the other 2.
i've just finished editing and i found quite some serious error in the draft. we are printing it tml. tts why i'm rushing. well, its kind of my fault because i didn read thru the whole WR, always only read those parts tt need to be edited. but it only shows tt nobody cares to read thru the whole thing. which made me feels sad coz nobody cares.
got to wake up early tml to continue to edit coz someone haven send me some thing:(

2009-10-16T00:59:00.002+08:00

i always wanted to find out the different types of coffee, but too lazy. there are a lot of coffee type and usually i any-how order. but i noe i like latte. but i donno how is it diiferent from the others..,
since i got nothing to do now because i'm waiting and waiting for some file to send to me. i did some research.

the most basic type is Espresso
-serves in 1 or 2 ounce only. very small tiny cup.
- very strong.
-made by forcing pressured hot water through finely ground dark roasted coffee beans

Latte :)
-espresso + steam milk.

Cappuccino
- 1/3 espresso (1 shot) + 3 steamed milk + 1/3 foam.

Mocha
-latte or a cappuccino with chocolate syrup or hot cocoa

Frappe
-incase u donno how to pronounce : f-rare- pay
-i thought tt it was sth special,but its just any kind of iced coffee with crushed ice. (coffee ice blend)

okie, i was at sch cafe and wanted to but hot tea, guess what. there are different kind of tea :)
and tt made me confused and i want to find out what are they. so i go search just now.
i realised tt there are four main types:

White Tea
Green Tea
Black Tea
Oolong Tea

i think its gg to be a long list. so next time:)

2009-10-09T23:18:00.000+08:00

happy happy again! :) :)
happy birthday cheryl tay!

2009-10-08T19:33:00.002+08:00

i'm feeling very happy now~~ weeeehh~~~
coz... i went shopping~~~~ and~~~~~~~ i bought super duper a lot of things
and i;m happily eating ice cream now~~~
this is life. when you shop till ur legs hurt :)
i think i can enjoy life until wed :) not tt bad.
always look on the bright side of life~~
my life isn't tt bad~~~ :) cheers!

2009-10-07T23:44:00.002+08:00

watched the ugly truth. nice nice.

i watch it at j8 gv at 6.55pm but the ticket still price at $6.50.
theres a promotion i think. every mon to wed i think the whole day is $6.50 for students. j8 hv. not sure if this applies to other gv not.

2009-10-06T23:15:00.002+08:00

today watch phobia 2. omg~ so bloody. ewww~~ ran out half way thru the movie.
so scary, not gg watch scary scary movie anymore.

promo ended off with an easy paper :)

although promo end le~ but still hv many other things coming up. lijiang~~ pw~~ tkd shitty stuff~~ extra lesson~~ when am i gg to hv a REAL break? feels like gg some where alone to emo. run away from all the ppl and responsibilities... :( boo hoo~~

2009-10-03T23:21:00.003+08:00

everybody is so stress~~~
so am i. but theres nothing much we can do aft our promo.
so jiayou for now... 2 paper and tts it for this year. hmm~~

today i saw i fly in my cup. its crawling out. since it dirty my cup, i flick it back into the water. haha... thn i realise fly can swim! it started swimming and swimming to the edge of the cup, but it can't crawl up. too bad. but i'm nice lah. i used a paper to scoop it out. but i flick it out of the window.

2009-10-03T01:10:00.001+08:00

ran 2km yesterday.
i always have the urge to run but i don like to run.
aft 1km feel like stopping already. lazy to run.
don start to run now, 24oct will die~~

2009-10-01T21:58:00.003+08:00

nearly died aft 3 days of paper.
lack of sleep. had to eat pain killer to kill the pain.
finally its nearly over.

damn scared sia.
scared i cannot make it.
phy gone case.
chem was manageable BUT i can;t finish. 15 marks gone~~.
shit lah~ argh....

its very hard to pull thru this exam.
but theres a lot of encouragement. text and verbal.
all the "all the best", " jaiyou". "study hard" ... asking me to go consultation is sort of encouragement too i guess.
but its kinda stress. esp when they say, "can make it one lah"
what if i can't?
but those words push me further
love these ppl who encouraged me.
its very encouraging to see those msg esp. when i study untill very sian.
:)muack~

look forward to many things~~~
1) thursday shopping trip
2) miss training. but not the cip component (hate it)
3) lijiang
4) pack my super messy room
5) fly kite and bake cookies with PW grp.
6) make my ferris wheel.
7) watch jennifer's body. like damn nice. megan fox is hot!
8) the list goes on!!!

2009-09-26T15:22:00.002+08:00

i'm busy printing past year promo paper. printing printing....
BUT do i have time to do? or am i just wasting paper? hmmm... i wonder.
not sure if i can promote a not, but i realised that if i think tt i can;t make it, tt will push me to work damn hard. but i'm going mad~~ argh~

yesterday went sch ard 9.30am
and home ard 9.30pm
i took exactly the same 153 bus home.
i've been studying for 12 hr and the bus driver has been driving for the past 12 hr(if the driver didn change shift).
i think my life is better. i think.

2009-09-11T21:53:00.001+08:00

found these on sr web site

2009-09-11T20:57:00.004+08:00

spend the whole afternoon slacking!

went shopping for fana's present. haha end up buying more stuff for myself than for her.

bought a ballon and sth else for her. found the elmo balloon really cute. i didn realise tt i was wearing an elmo shirt too. feel quite retarded to wear an elmo while while carrying an elmo balloon walking ard.

shes quite a special friend to me. shes always beside me. she noes all my secrets. shes my punching bag. she listens to all my complain abt all stupid thing tt happen :) love her lots.

tt day was running 5km for lijiang training, felt so so lonely. coz i always run with her, PE, wIll run, sometime tkd training .... no one to run with me for lijiang:( thn the whole route i don really see anyone tt i can run with. so sian to run alone. i don like it. :(

untill i saw chermel! my lijiang grp one.ran with her for 2+km. :) found a new running partner!

but still very lonely. like to run with a larger grp.

2009-09-10T11:11:00.002+08:00

i don want to get old. its very scary.
my grandma fell down:(
she alright i think but i think she injured her elbow.
the paramedics came,
the were so rough with my grandma,they can't remember tt she injured her elbow and tried to lift her up holding her elbow. they tired to let her sit on the stretcher and they didn realise tt the butt was not on the sit and tried to lift her legs to push her slightly into the sit when she is not on the sit =.=!
i don like to see old ppl admitting to hospital...
b4 they went in, they are fine u noe, but some how they become weaker, mentally.
i was with my grandma when waiting for the ambulance, she seemed fine, can talk and everything. but when the paramedics came,i see through her eyes and she seemed so worried and scared.
my mum is on mc today. fortunately.
i can;t imagine when someone call me and told me tt my grandma fell down.
how would i noe what to do.
worried.... ....

2009-09-09T23:28:00.001+08:00

today is 090909

2009-09-08T19:36:00.003+08:00

having a slight running nose since yesterday.
hope i;ll get better tml so i won't be out of breath during the 5km run tml.
but the soft toy cleaning before tt might just make my nose worst.
i think my nose is dropping off from my face soon. argh~~~

donno if we have to run as a grp a not, mon during the photo workshop, i was quite reluctant to join my grp.

i like to make new friends but don like to take the first step. yesterday, or this early morning was talking to my friend, i said something sensible. its nice to make new friends but its hard to take the first step. maybe it doesn;t apply to everybody. its nice talking to someone who hasn't been talking to for like 3 mths, didn expect him to talk to me. thought he was shy-er than me!

anyway, i THINK my lijiang grp members are nice. i THINK. i donno yet. i've heard negative things abt 2 of them. i've talked to one of them and he seemed to be like that kind ppl but friendly though.but i want to see for myself. i realise aft i've entered jc, i use the word hate and like very easily. i don want to be like tt. so don really mind if i've to be with my grp again for tml P.T and soft tot cleaning.

symptom of sore throat is developing too. don't tell me i got swine! hmm~~~ maybe i shd see a doctor tml so tt i can skip the mock phy test tml. * still hv 6.5 more chapter to revise* but i want to run tt 5km tml. haven been running since wIll run.

i want to fall sick on next mon !!! so can stay at home to study and skip double GP and double chi. mon damn waste time.

2009-09-08T01:17:00.005+08:00

today went to nursing home to visit my grandfather. though i'm not close to him, but i feel so guilty for not having to paying a visit to him aft he admitted to hospital aft he fell. its like 2 mths already. feel damn bad.

today i took bus 80 towards paya lebar mrt station.

i check the bus stop thing and it wrote 'opp paya lebar st' , obviously you'll expect it to stop somewhere where you can see the mrt station because its OPP.
but sad to say i miss the so called 'opp paya lebar st', because it doesn't stop at opp. =.=~!

so dumb.

nvm, i checked the bus stop thing and it indicated tt its heading towards ALJUNIED STN !

ok. so nvm. miss one stop. still hv another coming up.

shittest part is ... tt station some how camouflage itself tt i ALMOST miss tt stop. hehe . but i NV!

maybe shld go on wed again. since sch ends at 5 plus.

anyway I fixed my calculator by MYSELF!

*actually just change batt. only :)*

First, you un screw the cal.

2nd, change the bat and screw it back. yeah~ it working again!

:) just bored...

2009-09-04T21:05:00.003+08:00

u've spoiled my day and brought me back to reality.
thank you =.=!

2009-08-29T14:11:00.002+08:00

i want to watch coco before chanel, like very interesting. but i don think anybody wants to watch it... anybody?

i want to go parsir ris ti cycle.
i want to go swimming.
i want to go sentosa~~
i want to go shopping
i want to cut my hair
i want to go chomp chomp
i want to go Starbucks One Fullerton ( seems like a nice place)
i just want promos to end
argh~

2009-08-29T00:00:00.002+08:00

argh!!! having gastric pain now.
and i'm damn tired.

2009-08-23T19:45:00.002+08:00

seems like nobody is happy. everybody is feeling down. anybody would be kan chiong for their promos. and somebody wants to see everyone happy... ...

i don look forward to every tml.
test, exams, tkd... :(
some how dread wed and fri....

shld be wearing white polo tml. hasn't been wearing it for 4 wks le.
i think white polo gives stress. study stress and tkd stress. shall not wear on wed and fri until everything is settled and when i feel tt i'm fit to wear it... i noe i'm thinking too much. :)

PROMOS! JUST DO IT!

2009-08-09T11:57:00.006+08:00

wah hahaha!!!! haven been blogging for sometime, one of the reason is tt my toolbar have gone missing. and its back now! if ur toolbar for blog spot is missing press ctrl F5. and its back!

thanks giving in SR is fun!!! so happening.....

random photos!

a new coffee shop near my house

24 hrs halal? you mean some coffee shop not 24hr halal? only certain time is halal?

though this was cool. reflection frm laptop screen.

my calculator. nice?

2nd grading. i'm YELLOW belt now!

wIll run , 1 AUG 2009 . 2167... my first 15km in my life!

leader investiture. went up the stage and represent SPORT cca to take the cca certificate. with other representative. made friends with them very quickly!

dinner at pasta de waraku, with my parents. Love this shop's pasta. <3

see the black pasta? that is cook with squid ink. doesn't taste very nice, but eating that was fun! because all our lips and teeth became black! took photo of my black mouth, but don want to share...

yesterday pw! i drank the tallest cup! sudden crave for coffee ice blend.

batman's house? he stay near me?!?!?

at Japanese cemetery. one of the chi lesson, our teacher brought us there.

teh cino. supper sweet. and how can they serve the drink like tt?!?!

this is a bug! saw it in sch. see clearly and you can see a face on the shell. anyway, the head is facing left.

cup noodle day.

long long time ago. i went malaysia and ate at some back ally. a bit scary. but the food not bah lah!

k box in malaysia? 1 malaysia dollar per song.

2009-08-01T22:18:00.001+08:00

i ran 15km in i hr 45mins !!!! 14km non-stop!!!!! broke my 5km nonstop record. woah!!
knee damn pain now.
next year wIll run target,16km!
its nice to run with friends lah. esp those who have the same pace with you.
if not i won't even able to complete 10km.
plus the weather is nice.

don understand why ppl like to run or treat running as hobby. don you think its damn sian. just to repeat the same old action again and again for 1hr 45mins?

2009-07-16T23:35:00.002+08:00

see my previous post. if you have not, see first b4 continue reading this....

you must be thinking she is trying to act emo or trying to hide sth but yet want to let other ppl see, so you will probably highlight the part, and you don find anything. haha. maybe you didn't, i was thinking too much. anyway, i was blogging with my wi-fi on my phone, but some how i can't click the edit post part, i only can edit the title. i edited, but some how, this skin doesn't show title. so too bad.

has been really busy and have NOTHING to blog about.

i'm afraid tt i'll become some coffee addict, i've drank 3 cans of coffee this week. hope tt tml won't need to drink. to me, coffee is a great energy booster, it helps to keep me going. sometimes even make me high.
i think i've got 3 choices towards keeping myself awake.

1) drink coffee (bad for health)
2) sleep early, but i can't ,for most of the time
3)be a super stoner, and stone in class. although i'm known for my stone-ness in class, i haven achieve tt super super stoning power, always kena caught by teacher.

i think i'm at stoning level 1: stone and kena caught...
level 2, i'm learing to master :stone without being caught by teacher
i want to obtain level 3 : stone and can absorb what teacher have said...
level 4 : ..... stone and _____ (suggestion?)

going to sleep soon, if not i need coffee again and will even stone on TKD :(.

How long can e title be? I'm using my phone wi-fi to blog. But some how i can't edit e box for posting, so i'm using e title part.But...Max already!

2009-07-14T23:07:00.000+08:00

2009-07-11T23:46:00.002+08:00

Maria Hertogh has past away.

"Ms Hertogh died of leukaemia in Huijbergen, the Netherlands, on Wednesday. She was 72."

source"http://www.straitstimes.com/Breaking%2BNews/Singapore/Story/STIStory_401270.html"

she is a part of Singapore history....

2009-06-27T13:39:00.002+08:00

some more abt aspire!

b4 our camp end, we were to write sth to all our grp member.

i got comment like very sociable, friendly and approachable. i'll nv expected this kind of comment frm anyone esp b4 upper sec. i wasn't like tt at all. i used to be like those kind of girl tt don talk a lot, hates to make new friend, don bother abt any opportunities and nobody noes me. well, ppl still can't recognise me now. not even my cca ppl:( how sad.

i feel my muscles are growing!!!

2009-06-25T23:29:00.008+08:00

came back from aspire camp. very dissapointed with the white shirt. i thought my shirt would have this

but in the end

pls lah. they are just wasting their money printing those words there. only student leaders will get the white shirt wad. thn wads the point of printing those words. rubbish. :(
i think this camp is quite cool because some ppl whom you hang out with are real leaders. you can feel it. be it those outspoken kind or those who serve the grp silently. most of them have what it takes to be a leader.

there is this guy in my grp tt i think tt he is cool. not as in appearance but the way he act as a leader. i can say tt that he is a servant leader that serves the ppl in our grp. he thinks for other and willing to volunteer his service to those who are in need. he take cares of the grp too. an example of servant leader .well. at least tt is wad is feel.
this is a camp tt is meant for leaders and most of them are outspoken. but i soon realise that out spoken does not means you are a gd leader. just like tt guy tt i've mention, he is not very outspoken and crack some jokes tt i don really get it. but i feel tt he will be a gd captain. i saw some other captains are totally funny and able to speak very well but in the challenge that we take on yesterday morning, i saw tt they are those who are not willing to put in effort, in fact, i feel tt they are just another follower who helps out because they need to... i donno. that is what i felt.

for the first 2 days, the camp is super boring. but tt doesn't mean that i didn learn anything:) esp 1st day. damn boring. sit on the floor for whole day until my back and butt hurts and we played some leadership games. aren't they just some normal game tt we play during camp? its some common game tt we've played during the past camps. they the station master will try to squeeze out some learning pts. every time like tt one.

'what have u guys learnt?'

'perseverance, teamwork, importance of communication.... '

is always this few...

the leader they expect us to be seem like quite high standard leh. its no longer like zhss where they stuff u any post whether you execute ur role properly or not , nobody cares. they just wants ur record to look nice tts all. but sr expect us to really lead the whole team, teachers are not really needed. tt is what i feel. but i donno if they teacher are really willing to let their hands off a not. we'll see.

wah~ yesterday morning. srd this time. they woke all sports CCA leader up at 1 am. =.=! without prior notice. and they bus us to ECP and we started running 5km. thn we, or the guys carried the jerry can and started to walk very very fast. but in the end, we like running... i've really got to say tt guys are damn strong sia. why arh? are they born to be stronger than girls? i feel so useless:( but there is really nothing i can do only try to motivate. but soon i became a burden. i became a casualty, each grp hv to piggy-back one casualty, which happen to be me :( then we walk for damn far, or they walk, cause i'm kenna piggy-back. many of them feel tt its very shiok to be piggy back. i thought so too. but u will just totally change ur mind aft 10mins. i've to kiap them so in order not to fall and my arms have to cling on to them really tight untill i've got muscle ache. the guys are hurting my legs cause in order not for me to fall, they can't let go their hand. so they hold on the the other hand of theirs. but everybody is so sweaty and their hand kept slipping. at first i told them it hurts. but untill some guy said

'hold on the the other hand so it won't slip'

aft tt i noe i've got no choice liao' just bear with it for ard 10km. thn in the end kenna bruises on 2 legs. i can't cross my legs coz i'll press on them and when i go toilet i need to be careful. coz when you go toilet, you'll just hang ur pant above ur knees and that is where the bruises are. so the rubber of the pants will just apply pressure on it and it will really hurt like mad. but i've really got to comment thr guys man, they are damn strong. esp the servant leader i've mention just now. he really help to carry the jerry can and help most of the time, damn power.if he is not carrying anything which inculdes me, he will ask our grp to move faster and catch up with th e rest.when the guys are carrying me i really feel tt they want to die like tt, but still hang on just to walk a few meters more b4 the pass me to another person. i really donno how they've got tt strength, some girls just walk and run already dying already. the guys still hv to carry the casualty and jerry can and run and walk, damn power!!!! boy power! in this challenge arh, most of the girls are really useless. i tried to carry the jerry can when is slightly less than half and when i lift up, i almost fell. for most team, except one, the girls are more power than the guys. the canonist girls, omg, the can use one hand to lift the more than half filled jerry can and start to run. just one hand ehh. ,my grp guys have to put on their shoulder. they damn macho sia. almost ending tt time, i really real like dying. serious. almost died. just so tired, only slept for 3 hrs and started all these 2okm of nonsense. actually its quite rubbish, coz who the hell esp for girls, will start running with a jerry can??? but yar lar, just wants to prove to ourself tt we can push oursself over our limit.

for this 20km i didn feel tt i kenna motivate, but it was during one of the TKD training where we ran 5km. at the start, i was like complaining and thinking 'siao arh, 5km, 2.4km i already want to die already, 5km? siao' tt is really what i thought. but... sorry i was so so wrong. i manage to push myself all the way, my first 5km run and non-stop 5km. aft tt, i nv fear running, in fact beginning to like them a little more :) and started to exercise more. i can proudly say tt i'm not a piece of jelly anymore. that was my aim whem i join TKD, 'not to be a piece of jelly/tofu' . i didn it. this incident really make me feel that nothing is impossible!!!... first i've survived 5km, thn 20km ....

its getting late, i want to blog more but need to sleep already, continue tml! still have many thing to say!

2009-06-13T20:04:00.002+08:00

my phone is cool. its got 1000 pre-loaded song in the memory card.
and its red.

and i'm gg for lady gaga showcase tml!

2009-06-12T20:57:00.002+08:00

i bought a phone!! W705. its red!!
and i got a pair of lady gaga ticket. gg on sunday.

it seems like holiday is ending.
i'm very busy for the next 2 weeks.
limited days left:( boo-hoo... ( like i'm dying... i'm not!)

2009-06-09T17:53:00.002+08:00

i finally cut my hair!!!!!!!!!!!!